and how should i feel
ok so this is how it sits, allison had sex with my best friend, and i am lost as to what i am suposed to do about it, i took it like a gentel mn and instead of fighting andrew i talk to him about what happend, and istill dont like it bt there is really nothing that i can do about it i wish i could have that roll ff my shollder and every thing be ok, but no its not, why couse he is my god damn best friend and she is the girl that i am in love with thats why!!!!!!!!!!! damit, but on the lighter sid madison i think is avoiding me, jessica is beign strange , and i am a fat loser, i ahve to come up with 250 dollers in less then 9 days so i dont go to jail, and the fund i have so far are a woping "0"$$$ so if you love me and you want to keep me out of jail all dontatons will be excetped, i met a 19 year old named jesica and mid way and she is very cool very cool, she laugs at every thing and i mean every thing nut its ok couse shes nice, she sad that i am one of the nice guys who always ends up with the bitches, somewhat tru... my fucking b-day is in like 14 days and my mom the oneperson expected to celebrate my b-day with is fucking leaving that mournign for 3 days for frankin mooth so i am more then likly spending my 18th b-day alone, couse partys are gay and over rated........ but with all that has happend to me in the last few days, i still say that life goes on adn then you die just not soon enuff....
i love you alliosn as always and i really wish i could forgive you, we need to have a fat talk though so if you go to baby sitting adn read this come up to little ceasers tonight to talk to me please, if not i will call you all the same come up there plase
obliveusy yours kyle
i love you alliosn as always and i really wish i could forgive you, we need to have a fat talk though so if you go to baby sitting adn read this come up to little ceasers tonight to talk to me please, if not i will call you all the same come up there plase
obliveusy yours kyle