(no subject)
Ever had the feeling that no matter what you do, no matter how hard you attempt to be useful all you end up doing is mess up? I have had just about enough of it, I allow myself to be drawn into situations that if I was thinking clearly I’d never venture upon, they end up hurting not only myself but the people I imagine I’m helping. So therefore, from now on, I shall remain in Madrid until the finally work out terms with Chelsea, and I can return home to London where I belong.
I am not sure if Victoria is ever going to talk to me again, if she does not I cannot actually say I blame her. My behavior of late has been somewhat erratic to say the least. This however is not an attempt to apologize, I have had it with saying I’m sorry for one thing or another. I will not apologize for my latest acts, though those involved probably feel I should.
From the words of one very good friend, if you don’t like me or what I say or do … why don’t you just all fuck off.
Rose I miss you, respect you and next time I am around and anyone, and I mean anyone insults you I won’t be standing around like a lemon wondering what to do.
I am not sure if Victoria is ever going to talk to me again, if she does not I cannot actually say I blame her. My behavior of late has been somewhat erratic to say the least. This however is not an attempt to apologize, I have had it with saying I’m sorry for one thing or another. I will not apologize for my latest acts, though those involved probably feel I should.
From the words of one very good friend, if you don’t like me or what I say or do … why don’t you just all fuck off.
Rose I miss you, respect you and next time I am around and anyone, and I mean anyone insults you I won’t be standing around like a lemon wondering what to do.