Aug 24, 2004 14:48
First off is coming a warning, as this is probably going to be full of gramatical errors and incorrect spellings.
Yet damn I truly don't give a damn.
This past month seems to have gone in a flurry of one great thing happening followed buy mulitudes of bad.
Not only am I to be the father of Sasha's child, I know have to deal with the fact that either I or Gary Oldman are going to be the father of Vic's child. Well damn ....
So it's my own fault, oh yes I don't deny that, it's still a bloody shock to find out by reading a journal entry. Though thankfully despite all of that, there is still a bright light that shines brighter the longer I know her.
ROSE.
Thanks for making me laugh last night love, thanks for being the special person who you are and basically not pointing a finger or judging me.
And guess what ... I still have the tape-recording and am pondering on turning it on loudly while in the locker room changing for practice just to see who reacts and who doesn't.