Kinda Feeling Better
This week has seriously been an emotional roller coaster.
And it doesnt help when you have a headache and it turns into a really horrible migraine.
And it also doesnt help when your boyfriend just makes everything worse.
Boys can be so lame,
and I would give anything to have one wonderful day where I am happy and don't get mad over little things.
So when I am home this weekend, im buying another journal so i can write about Sam.
lol not just bad stuff about him, i think there will be lots of good stuff too.
I'm sure everyone is thinking I am crazy to change my major yet again.
But honestly, I really think I might do it.
I dont really want to be a teacher anymore.
I will have a hard time finding a job.
I love kids, but yea.
Art can just be my hobby.
I think International Studies has a nice ring to it.
I could work overseas!
I could work somewhere in Europe!
Or I could stay here and work for the govt, or translate or something.
And plus if i take spanish, i could pretty much work anywhere!
And with art ed, i would just be locked into 1 thing.
I'm sure my parents might flip, but i think this would be good for me, and i'm ready to work harder and take summer school again.
I'm really proud of myself that I dont drink.
And I hope my family is proud too.
I just feel like with all the stresses going on, instead of it making me feel better, im thinking i would go all emotional and sad. which isnt good.
And I have been praying alot.
I think I might start going to church again.
I'm hoping this weekend will be nice and relaxing with all my loved ones.
NO yelling, and NO drama, please. I cant bear anymore pain.
And it doesnt help when you have a headache and it turns into a really horrible migraine.
And it also doesnt help when your boyfriend just makes everything worse.
Boys can be so lame,
and I would give anything to have one wonderful day where I am happy and don't get mad over little things.
So when I am home this weekend, im buying another journal so i can write about Sam.
lol not just bad stuff about him, i think there will be lots of good stuff too.
I'm sure everyone is thinking I am crazy to change my major yet again.
But honestly, I really think I might do it.
I dont really want to be a teacher anymore.
I will have a hard time finding a job.
I love kids, but yea.
Art can just be my hobby.
I think International Studies has a nice ring to it.
I could work overseas!
I could work somewhere in Europe!
Or I could stay here and work for the govt, or translate or something.
And plus if i take spanish, i could pretty much work anywhere!
And with art ed, i would just be locked into 1 thing.
I'm sure my parents might flip, but i think this would be good for me, and i'm ready to work harder and take summer school again.
I'm really proud of myself that I dont drink.
And I hope my family is proud too.
I just feel like with all the stresses going on, instead of it making me feel better, im thinking i would go all emotional and sad. which isnt good.
And I have been praying alot.
I think I might start going to church again.
I'm hoping this weekend will be nice and relaxing with all my loved ones.
NO yelling, and NO drama, please. I cant bear anymore pain.