Sep 18, 2005 12:20
So I bet alot of you SM'ers are wondering where I am?
Well, I was going to stay the weekend, but it was our sorority bid day on Friday so after my dr apt i went back.
We even had a bouncy castle in front of our house!
Dr. Apt went well i guess. The Doc doesnt know whats causing the "migraines" so i'll prolly be home again sometime this week for my CT scan. I'm hoping from that scan they can figure out whether im getting tension headaches, migraine headaches, or sinus headaches. But I'm a little scared to go, because yea i've had headaches pretty much since 5th grade, but now it seems like they are worse, i get them more often and they are more painful. Im hoping its just some sort of migraine, but you never know. Someone was joking about me having a tumor, i didnt think that was a funny joke.
The weekend has been pretty relaxing. I have been reading, studying, and hanging out with friends.
idk im in one of those blah moods.
Everything is changing though.
And its so hard going home now, with all the drama with friends. I feel like I'm pushing myself away from them.
idk feeling alotta hurt right now.