I Thought You Were My Sister.
I dont know where to begin or even what to say.
So I'm outside the UC mall area with Jackie, and my sister Karen and company saw me so I knew I was probably in trouble.
I get back to the house and relax in my room, and wait for her to come and talk to me.
Instead I open my door and she is shouting to some of my sisters down the hall about how she couldnt believe i was outside the UC with Jackie and that I was wearing letters and blah blah blah.
One thing I hate the most in life are people that talk shit about you behind your back, when in reality if you have a problem you should confront the person and say it to their face.
So my heart just sank and i got very upset.
Sisters dont do that to eachother!
Kinda got upset at my roomie, because I know she was talking to Karen.
So I went downstairs to talk to Brooke.
By now i was bawling my eyes out.
Pledge mumma knew i was upset so she tried to help.
It just hurts saying I dont want to be a sigma anymore.
Her and Karen came into my room and things just got worse.
I even said, "hey i see how serious these infractions are, i will not hang out with non greek women, and im sorry"
All I wanted was an apology too.
Karen thinks she did nothing wrong.
I'm sorry, but venting is not shouting to other sisters about another sister.
I have so much respect for the older members.
I just wish she would apologize, and realize that she made a communication error.
It's going to take me awhile to get over this, but im not getting over it without an apology.
And I dont want all my sisters to try and talk to her and convince her to say sorry.
She should find it in her heart to say sorry and do the right thing.
Gawd, can't you understand that you hurt your own sister???
I would never do anything like that.
And if I did, I would make it right.
And I even said yea i understand you are stressed about recruitment, i said i made a mistake and why cant you get it through your head that you hurt me.
I never thought someone could be so cold-hearted.
I just dont know anymore.
I dont know if i can stay in sigma.
Yea i love my sisters, but one really hurt me, and what hurts the most is that she thinks she did nothing wrong.
So whatever.
Be ready to lose a sister.
I want to thank all of my other sisters for being there for me, I'm sorry, I do hope my cheery spirit comes back but right now its not looking too good. And I would also like to thank all my friends for being there and of course the best bf ever, Sam!!!
Im going home this weekend, I have a dentist appt, so call the cellular if you need me.
So I'm outside the UC mall area with Jackie, and my sister Karen and company saw me so I knew I was probably in trouble.
I get back to the house and relax in my room, and wait for her to come and talk to me.
Instead I open my door and she is shouting to some of my sisters down the hall about how she couldnt believe i was outside the UC with Jackie and that I was wearing letters and blah blah blah.
One thing I hate the most in life are people that talk shit about you behind your back, when in reality if you have a problem you should confront the person and say it to their face.
So my heart just sank and i got very upset.
Sisters dont do that to eachother!
Kinda got upset at my roomie, because I know she was talking to Karen.
So I went downstairs to talk to Brooke.
By now i was bawling my eyes out.
Pledge mumma knew i was upset so she tried to help.
It just hurts saying I dont want to be a sigma anymore.
Her and Karen came into my room and things just got worse.
I even said, "hey i see how serious these infractions are, i will not hang out with non greek women, and im sorry"
All I wanted was an apology too.
Karen thinks she did nothing wrong.
I'm sorry, but venting is not shouting to other sisters about another sister.
I have so much respect for the older members.
I just wish she would apologize, and realize that she made a communication error.
It's going to take me awhile to get over this, but im not getting over it without an apology.
And I dont want all my sisters to try and talk to her and convince her to say sorry.
She should find it in her heart to say sorry and do the right thing.
Gawd, can't you understand that you hurt your own sister???
I would never do anything like that.
And if I did, I would make it right.
And I even said yea i understand you are stressed about recruitment, i said i made a mistake and why cant you get it through your head that you hurt me.
I never thought someone could be so cold-hearted.
I just dont know anymore.
I dont know if i can stay in sigma.
Yea i love my sisters, but one really hurt me, and what hurts the most is that she thinks she did nothing wrong.
So whatever.
Be ready to lose a sister.
I want to thank all of my other sisters for being there for me, I'm sorry, I do hope my cheery spirit comes back but right now its not looking too good. And I would also like to thank all my friends for being there and of course the best bf ever, Sam!!!
Im going home this weekend, I have a dentist appt, so call the cellular if you need me.