Tension of Opposites- Part 2
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, is like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Well for those of you who have read this journal know that it goes back since high school. My first tension of opposites entry was on feb 21st, 2004: senior year when everything was just going wrong.
Now, school hasn't even started yet and there is so much drama.
First off, i would like to get a few things off my chest, and right now is the perfect time to do it because Im at work and its nice and quiet.
1. To all my friends back at home that believe the sorority is taking over my life, or if you have felt the sorority has replaced you: reading that and hearing that from some of yous just made me wanna punch a wall. The sorority is important to me, but it would never replace you. AND ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS TAKING SUMMER SCHOOL AND COULDNT BE HOME EVERY MINUTE. What do i have to say sorry a million times for not returning calls? You all knew i was in summer school and that i wasnt cought up in the sorority. Even my sisters didnt see me, nobody saw me, not even sam! So Im very dissapointed in some friends.
2. There is no internet in the tri sigma house right now and im going crazy!!!
3. I went a whole day without talking to Sam and thats driving me crazy! I miss him.
4. Opinion on Relationships: ok now im getting a little ticked at some friends that think its not good that sam and i have our lil arguments. Honestly, after every little argument either i say sorry, he says sorry, or we both say sorry and i believe after out little arguments, it makes our relationship much stronger. AND IF YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE AND YOU NEVER FIGHT, THAT IS NOT GOOD, BECAUSE RELATIONSHIPS ARE NOT GOING TO BE PERFECT!!!
5. I disagree with the rules of sorority recruitment. So I guess I cant visit my friends in the dorms because they could be PNM's "Potential New Members" MY 3 BEST FRIENDS JACKIE, JAMIE, AND ALANNA WOULD NEVER EVER EVER JOIN A SORORITY! And i guess if sam were to have girls from his floor in the room and i was over, i could get in trouble! IN THE WORDS OF JAMIE, THESE RULES ARE GAY. yea its 2 weeks but these are my best friends.
6. I am questioning alot. Maybe sorority life isnt for me. I love it, but lately these stupid rules for recruitment make me wanna quit.
Ok enough of the bitching, i could talk about some good thats going on.
I am not buying new clothes until i lose 20 more pounds.
Oh wait another thing to bitch about. SHUT YOUR MOUTH ABOUT MY DIET. ITS OK TO EAT ONE MEAL A DAY. And in the words of my best friend, "Hey she's looking good so let her be". I'll be ok people.
So yea girls are bitches, and the maid of honor position is up in the air now. :p sometimes it makes me wish i had a real sister in real life because then she soooo would be M.O.H. I have too many sisters now so i wouldnt be able to choose one of them, and i have alot of friends that are girls but we'll see who outshines the rest.
Ok so back to the good things.
Well, Alanna is moving in today!!! yay!
My big sister is coming home "ww" so i think me and her are getting lunch or something on Sat or Sun.
Sam is moving in on Saturday so I will get to see him soon!
Jackie and Jamie are the best!
My roomie Michelle moved in! She is the best too! Our room is a little messy right now but in time it will get there!
I miss Matt and Mark like crazy but we are a family and no one will tear our bond apart. NO ONE and yea since im not at home, I KNOW I WILL NOT BE REPLACED. Likewise, my bros will not be replaced by some dudes in Whitwater, i would rather party with my bros and me and my bros go way back. Also, if Matt comes to visit or Mark or both of them, Jackie and Jamie extend an invitation for you guys to stay with them on the extra futon because they know all about you!!! And they know you 2 are my best friends!
Anyways, let the drama spiral continue.
I heart The Postal Service!!!
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tension of opposites, is like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Well for those of you who have read this journal know that it goes back since high school. My first tension of opposites entry was on feb 21st, 2004: senior year when everything was just going wrong.
Now, school hasn't even started yet and there is so much drama.
First off, i would like to get a few things off my chest, and right now is the perfect time to do it because Im at work and its nice and quiet.
1. To all my friends back at home that believe the sorority is taking over my life, or if you have felt the sorority has replaced you: reading that and hearing that from some of yous just made me wanna punch a wall. The sorority is important to me, but it would never replace you. AND ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS TAKING SUMMER SCHOOL AND COULDNT BE HOME EVERY MINUTE. What do i have to say sorry a million times for not returning calls? You all knew i was in summer school and that i wasnt cought up in the sorority. Even my sisters didnt see me, nobody saw me, not even sam! So Im very dissapointed in some friends.
2. There is no internet in the tri sigma house right now and im going crazy!!!
3. I went a whole day without talking to Sam and thats driving me crazy! I miss him.
4. Opinion on Relationships: ok now im getting a little ticked at some friends that think its not good that sam and i have our lil arguments. Honestly, after every little argument either i say sorry, he says sorry, or we both say sorry and i believe after out little arguments, it makes our relationship much stronger. AND IF YOU ARE GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE AND YOU NEVER FIGHT, THAT IS NOT GOOD, BECAUSE RELATIONSHIPS ARE NOT GOING TO BE PERFECT!!!
5. I disagree with the rules of sorority recruitment. So I guess I cant visit my friends in the dorms because they could be PNM's "Potential New Members" MY 3 BEST FRIENDS JACKIE, JAMIE, AND ALANNA WOULD NEVER EVER EVER JOIN A SORORITY! And i guess if sam were to have girls from his floor in the room and i was over, i could get in trouble! IN THE WORDS OF JAMIE, THESE RULES ARE GAY. yea its 2 weeks but these are my best friends.
6. I am questioning alot. Maybe sorority life isnt for me. I love it, but lately these stupid rules for recruitment make me wanna quit.
Ok enough of the bitching, i could talk about some good thats going on.
I am not buying new clothes until i lose 20 more pounds.
Oh wait another thing to bitch about. SHUT YOUR MOUTH ABOUT MY DIET. ITS OK TO EAT ONE MEAL A DAY. And in the words of my best friend, "Hey she's looking good so let her be". I'll be ok people.
So yea girls are bitches, and the maid of honor position is up in the air now. :p sometimes it makes me wish i had a real sister in real life because then she soooo would be M.O.H. I have too many sisters now so i wouldnt be able to choose one of them, and i have alot of friends that are girls but we'll see who outshines the rest.
Ok so back to the good things.
Well, Alanna is moving in today!!! yay!
My big sister is coming home "ww" so i think me and her are getting lunch or something on Sat or Sun.
Sam is moving in on Saturday so I will get to see him soon!
Jackie and Jamie are the best!
My roomie Michelle moved in! She is the best too! Our room is a little messy right now but in time it will get there!
I miss Matt and Mark like crazy but we are a family and no one will tear our bond apart. NO ONE and yea since im not at home, I KNOW I WILL NOT BE REPLACED. Likewise, my bros will not be replaced by some dudes in Whitwater, i would rather party with my bros and me and my bros go way back. Also, if Matt comes to visit or Mark or both of them, Jackie and Jamie extend an invitation for you guys to stay with them on the extra futon because they know all about you!!! And they know you 2 are my best friends!
Anyways, let the drama spiral continue.
I heart The Postal Service!!!