stupid me
C4bl3FXR: whats wrong buddie?
SMNitNat04: sam and i are fighting again
C4bl3FXR: do u wanna talk about it?
SMNitNat04: not really, its kinda a long story, i'd have to tell you in person for you to fully understand
SMNitNat04: and yea i was hanging out with my best bud til like midnight and i was too mad to hang out with him b4 he leaves for maryland but idk i just thought he would have hopped in the car to see me
C4bl3FXR: ahh
SMNitNat04: idk and its always me mad at him, over stupid stuff, but today he really hurt me and maybe i should just end it
C4bl3FXR: um
C4bl3FXR: over something as small as this?
C4bl3FXR: u guys seem so good together
SMNitNat04: guess he had to be home by midnight but still i feel like if he really loves me and really cared that he hurt me, he would have forgot all that and just took the car to see me
C4bl3FXR: so wait let me get this strait?
SMNitNat04: we arent fighting ovet this
C4bl3FXR: ok
SMNitNat04: we are fighting over something else
C4bl3FXR: sigh
SMNitNat04: seriously im never driving to see him ever again
C4bl3FXR: listen....i know how much he cares about u
C4bl3FXR: and im sure u guys can work this out
SMNitNat04: well i dont care, hes gone until sunday, and sunday i will be back in whitewater, and the whole week i am busy and weekend i am busy so i dont when he thinks hes going to see me
SMNitNat04: seriously im never going to drive and see him ever again, because now i know he would never do the same for me, shit if i was going on a trip and my parents told me to be home by midnight and i was fighting with him i would leave in a heartbeat to see him to hug him to say sorry, stupid me to think he would have actually done that
SMNitNat04: and stupid me for leaving whitewater that one day to beg him for my forgiveness for kissing that other guy and fixing our relationship, stupid me for driving to his house to suprise visit him when he missed me, stupid me to drive to his house while im in whitewater to bring him starbucks, stupid me
C4bl3FXR: nat
C4bl3FXR: i understand where ur coming from
C4bl3FXR: and yes it was a jerk thing to not come see u
C4bl3FXR: but to think about breaking up what u guys have over this is rediculous
C4bl3FXR: sigh.... im gonna go to bed now i think
SMNitNat04: ok
SMNitNat04: good night
SMNitNat04: me too i need sleep
C4bl3FXR: nat its hard to find what u guys have
C4bl3FXR: listening to the way he talks
C4bl3FXR: sometimes it makes me really sad
C4bl3FXR: becuase i wish i had that
C4bl3FXR: goodnight
SMNitNat04: sam and i are fighting again
C4bl3FXR: do u wanna talk about it?
SMNitNat04: not really, its kinda a long story, i'd have to tell you in person for you to fully understand
SMNitNat04: and yea i was hanging out with my best bud til like midnight and i was too mad to hang out with him b4 he leaves for maryland but idk i just thought he would have hopped in the car to see me
C4bl3FXR: ahh
SMNitNat04: idk and its always me mad at him, over stupid stuff, but today he really hurt me and maybe i should just end it
C4bl3FXR: um
C4bl3FXR: over something as small as this?
C4bl3FXR: u guys seem so good together
SMNitNat04: guess he had to be home by midnight but still i feel like if he really loves me and really cared that he hurt me, he would have forgot all that and just took the car to see me
C4bl3FXR: so wait let me get this strait?
SMNitNat04: we arent fighting ovet this
C4bl3FXR: ok
SMNitNat04: we are fighting over something else
C4bl3FXR: sigh
SMNitNat04: seriously im never driving to see him ever again
C4bl3FXR: listen....i know how much he cares about u
C4bl3FXR: and im sure u guys can work this out
SMNitNat04: well i dont care, hes gone until sunday, and sunday i will be back in whitewater, and the whole week i am busy and weekend i am busy so i dont when he thinks hes going to see me
SMNitNat04: seriously im never going to drive and see him ever again, because now i know he would never do the same for me, shit if i was going on a trip and my parents told me to be home by midnight and i was fighting with him i would leave in a heartbeat to see him to hug him to say sorry, stupid me to think he would have actually done that
SMNitNat04: and stupid me for leaving whitewater that one day to beg him for my forgiveness for kissing that other guy and fixing our relationship, stupid me for driving to his house to suprise visit him when he missed me, stupid me to drive to his house while im in whitewater to bring him starbucks, stupid me
C4bl3FXR: nat
C4bl3FXR: i understand where ur coming from
C4bl3FXR: and yes it was a jerk thing to not come see u
C4bl3FXR: but to think about breaking up what u guys have over this is rediculous
C4bl3FXR: sigh.... im gonna go to bed now i think
SMNitNat04: ok
SMNitNat04: good night
SMNitNat04: me too i need sleep
C4bl3FXR: nat its hard to find what u guys have
C4bl3FXR: listening to the way he talks
C4bl3FXR: sometimes it makes me really sad
C4bl3FXR: becuase i wish i had that
C4bl3FXR: goodnight