Jun 14, 2011 14:27
Time is flying and my life is changing so much. I am now living in Tega Cay, SC with dad and i love it so much! The only bad thing about it is that it's a minimum 30 min drive to cort's or any friend's house. But i'm dealing with that. As for now i'm going to spend most of my summer in Tallahassee working at the bar and trying to get out of debt! My goal is to be out of IRS and medical bill debt by the end of the summer and to have my credit card and car completely paid off by next August when my nursing program starts.
The relationship life has been completely crazy for me.. but what's new? Of course i started missing james like crazy. i really did love that guy with all of my heart but too much happened and too many conditions were too hard. I started dating stephen and was absolutely crazy about him but now that has simmered down. I dont know what is wrong with me but i'm beginning to accept the fact that i am the way i am. i just wish i didn't hurt so many people in the process of making myself happy.
Kaden is acting like such a toddler now! he is still the love of my life! and cortney is pregnant again :) due in mid january! yayy! i really cant wait to have another niece or nephew!