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Kaden was born February 2nd 2010 (Groundhog day). He is the most BEAUTIFUL baby i've ever seen! I went down Friday morning (the 5th) and came back last night (the 10th). I miss him so much already! i loved him before i met him but i fell absolutely in love with him the second i held him. He is such a good baby and he is so sweet. He is going to be so spoiled and so smart! i cant wait to watch him grow up and witness everything his life has to offer him! My heart literally hurts being away from him because in those few days of being with him he became such a huge part of my life!
The trip was also so good in the respect that all of us kids got together and i love being with my family! Also, I got to spend some time with ashley, sophia, paul tucker, and sarah howard. These four people always have been and always will be such special people in my life.
i love school! it stresses me out and consumes all of my time but i cant help but love it!
i'm miserable at the restaurant again... i hate serving! i know i should find a nicer place to serve, and maybe i will. But i can't afford to leave the restaurant now because James' landlord told him and his roommates that he really needs them out by the first week of March so he can begin renovations... which means james and i have got to get it together and find a place quick! its exciting to know that my life has been and is about to change in so many ways, but they are all good changes!
i'm going to try my best to make some changes to myself and stick with them. i know there are a lot of things that i could work on that would make people around me and myself happier, and i will try hard to get there!
i dont want to go to cali. i want to vacation with grandma and cathy and i REALLY want to see brittany.... but im not ready for that place yet! but it will be good for me, and (because i am making some changes) i WILL see the positives in going and i will accept that there is a good reason for me to go there and, although it may be hard, i will learn and gain something from this trip!
Paul Tucker asked me why i wasn't silly anymore... I have no idea when i got more serious. I'm still very very goofy, but i suppose i have lost a little of it. He thought that i don't enjoy life... but my idea of fun is so different than most. I am enjoying life now more than in most times of my life! I am very happy, just very busy. I will try to give myself more time to enjoy this happiness!
The trip was also so good in the respect that all of us kids got together and i love being with my family! Also, I got to spend some time with ashley, sophia, paul tucker, and sarah howard. These four people always have been and always will be such special people in my life.
i love school! it stresses me out and consumes all of my time but i cant help but love it!
i'm miserable at the restaurant again... i hate serving! i know i should find a nicer place to serve, and maybe i will. But i can't afford to leave the restaurant now because James' landlord told him and his roommates that he really needs them out by the first week of March so he can begin renovations... which means james and i have got to get it together and find a place quick! its exciting to know that my life has been and is about to change in so many ways, but they are all good changes!
i'm going to try my best to make some changes to myself and stick with them. i know there are a lot of things that i could work on that would make people around me and myself happier, and i will try hard to get there!
i dont want to go to cali. i want to vacation with grandma and cathy and i REALLY want to see brittany.... but im not ready for that place yet! but it will be good for me, and (because i am making some changes) i WILL see the positives in going and i will accept that there is a good reason for me to go there and, although it may be hard, i will learn and gain something from this trip!
Paul Tucker asked me why i wasn't silly anymore... I have no idea when i got more serious. I'm still very very goofy, but i suppose i have lost a little of it. He thought that i don't enjoy life... but my idea of fun is so different than most. I am enjoying life now more than in most times of my life! I am very happy, just very busy. I will try to give myself more time to enjoy this happiness!