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This has been a good week. I keep waiting for something to go wrong or for something bad to happen to me, but so far so good.
I worked both jobs monday, then went to James's after work, then i went to work at ten on Tuesday and was off at four. Then i had work yesterday at seven then work at the restaurant at night then went to James's after work. Now i have work tonight at nine until twelve thirty... so i've been cleaning up a bit and im planning on doing some chores.
i feel awful that becca is in the situation she's in. i can't decide if Rudolfo is a good guy or not!? i really like him but then she will tell some things he says or does and it really makes me second think it all. i know a big part of the reason she is with him is because of the convenience (the no rent/ house in destin). i would never tell her that i suspected that, but i think its not a big secret either. i know she really loves him, but im not so sure if she should.
sometimes i get sad about how fast i think im growing up... like i should be out having fun and doing things while im young but i dont enjoy those things. i love working and cleaning and then taking a nice run, a shower, and watching a movie or cooking dinner, or reading and going to bed. im such an old person but that's just the way i am. i'll go through phases where i want to go out (usually when im single) but when i have a boyfriend i just love spending time with him and i enjoy not having many friends. although i must say i really miss kristin! we always had a really good time together!
im excited about school, but at the same time im not ready to start. im not ready for the stress and time consumption! i hope its easy! i hope i really follow through and get studios again.
well im going to get back to cleaning and tidying up. then errands, a run, and a shower.. then work...... then bed! :)
I worked both jobs monday, then went to James's after work, then i went to work at ten on Tuesday and was off at four. Then i had work yesterday at seven then work at the restaurant at night then went to James's after work. Now i have work tonight at nine until twelve thirty... so i've been cleaning up a bit and im planning on doing some chores.
i feel awful that becca is in the situation she's in. i can't decide if Rudolfo is a good guy or not!? i really like him but then she will tell some things he says or does and it really makes me second think it all. i know a big part of the reason she is with him is because of the convenience (the no rent/ house in destin). i would never tell her that i suspected that, but i think its not a big secret either. i know she really loves him, but im not so sure if she should.
sometimes i get sad about how fast i think im growing up... like i should be out having fun and doing things while im young but i dont enjoy those things. i love working and cleaning and then taking a nice run, a shower, and watching a movie or cooking dinner, or reading and going to bed. im such an old person but that's just the way i am. i'll go through phases where i want to go out (usually when im single) but when i have a boyfriend i just love spending time with him and i enjoy not having many friends. although i must say i really miss kristin! we always had a really good time together!
im excited about school, but at the same time im not ready to start. im not ready for the stress and time consumption! i hope its easy! i hope i really follow through and get studios again.
well im going to get back to cleaning and tidying up. then errands, a run, and a shower.. then work...... then bed! :)