Jul 30, 2008 14:06
I liked the conversation, but it made me feel guilty.
I feel like we dug ourselves deeper because we enjoy the thrill of digging. The bad thing is that we look around at the walls we've created for ourselves, and realize there is no way out... so we're stuck sitting in the same dirt that we were before.
How can one person have so many love opportunities when others have none? Or... how can one person feel love toward more than just one person. I thought there was "the ONE for you" ... so how can you tell which ONE it is if you feel that way toward more than one? ...or more than two?
Maybe I haven't met THE one yet. Maybe when i do, I'll laugh at what i thought was love and I'll automatically know in my heart that THIS is love and THIS is THE one. Maybe. Maybe not. Who is to know? And how do you find out without risking the loss of everything / everyone?
Will i ever understand myself fully enough to try and comprehend others?
How can more than one guy believe that i am THE one for them... when i so obviously cannot be THE one for more than one person. Maybe they will find someone new and laugh at what they thought was love.
If two or more guys feel that way toward me, does that mean they are all wrong? Or is there one of them that actually is the one? And how do i know?
Do they ever think about this too?
Why, Why, Why does life have to be so complicated!?
On another note... I'm happy and hoping for a good day! :)
I am SOO very happy that my Brittany Momah is back!!!!!