I Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You

[dbakashojou]

     I want to scream and shout and throw a tantrum. If I'm going to be treated like a child, I might as well act that way, no? I want to just ignore everything around me and blank out for a while. But I can't. I have obligations, and planning, and a life that I pushed myself into that I'm not completely sure I want. It's almost like my bad decisions have all caught up with me and now I have Damien Rice yelling in the background that he can't take his mind off. I can't either. Stupid mind. Stupid, stupid self.
     I want to be independent. I want my own place. I don't want to be so dependent on someone, no matter how much I love them. I want to be me. I miss me.