mErRy ChRiStMaS!!!
Christmas time is a time for everyone to gather round on the eve and day and celebrate the holiday. Familys become nicer, showing they care, they reunite, and friends gather and show eachother how much they appreciate them being around for the year. helping them thru thick and thin. plainly everyone is acting like they should caring and giving and smiling and happy. have u lost that feeling? miracles are all around you all throughout the year but around this time its more likely to be found.
Thank you everyone who has been there for me this year. especially during my time of needs...and i hope i have been there for you to do the same. each year we grow up we begin to think back on the times we've had and shared and the things we wish we hadnt done..in hopes that the following year we wont do the same. each year i look back around this time and wonder if i was truly a friend...truly a sister, and truly a daughter. and each year i change. for the better i assume. i make new mistakes and move on from them.
2005 many things will happen...our <3's will break a thousand times..ur eyes will cry your "last tears" and ur smile will expand the size of a mile a ton of times. ull run to ur room screaming i hate you i hate you pounding the heck outta everythng in site..and ull prolly swear every word in the book in one sentence a million times..ull get new friends ull lose some old hopefully not many but u will..people will pass on and some will be born...but remember this moment ur having right now..the way u r and be better...if at this time of the season ur abnormally happy or exceptionally nicer try doing it all year round.
Life will get better each year i promise. thru its ups and downs ur still here. its amazing looking back and seein how silly things went and how many things u could go thru in one year. but dont have any regrets its ur life and its what u make of it. be proud of who u r wen u look back on the year. we are growing up..and we are (cheesy statement) "the future"be someone u r proud of and everyone will admire, and like i said no regrets....thanks again for everything u all have done for me...its amazing how things can change so fast...and if we havent talked in a while get in touch!!!
Merry Christmas Everyone. Happy New Year!!
2005 Here We Come!!!
oh yeah and dont forget to party like u neva have before....
have a great holiday and be safeee....
<3 Love Ya'll <3