Life
i started this to explore my feeling of submissiveness. My biological parents lived as Master/slave the whole time that i was growing up. i was brought into that world far too early.
To this day, i crave giving up that control again. i've fought it. i didn't want to be one of *those* type of victims.
i've posted this secret over at subverse's site. i've yet to tell my Gf of almost six years. We are heading in the direction of Mistress/slave. Slowly, but surely. i don't want to discourage Her.
i'm afraid that if i'm honest with Her, She will not want to delve any deeper. She may even want to stop. But, i *need* the M/s, the freedom and the release of it, to go along with the other pervy parts of me.
On the other hand, if i don't tell Her, when i finally get Her collar, will it be worth anything at all?
To this day, i crave giving up that control again. i've fought it. i didn't want to be one of *those* type of victims.
i've posted this secret over at subverse's site. i've yet to tell my Gf of almost six years. We are heading in the direction of Mistress/slave. Slowly, but surely. i don't want to discourage Her.
i'm afraid that if i'm honest with Her, She will not want to delve any deeper. She may even want to stop. But, i *need* the M/s, the freedom and the release of it, to go along with the other pervy parts of me.
On the other hand, if i don't tell Her, when i finally get Her collar, will it be worth anything at all?