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Geez.. Tuesdays suck big balls ! But at least school aint all that bad this year ! Well my dear friend Christine told me that I should write about my terrific life ! My ASS ! My life sucks ass ! If my mom wasnt such a bitch and I didnt have to live with my stepdad or my little siblings .. everything would be ok ! But its not ! Okay i mean one day im not gonna be at school or anywhere to be found and your gonna wonder why blame it on them ! I'll either be gone or i've run away to see the coolest kid in the world Doug in Virginia ! I miss him so much he is my friend from New York but he lives in like Richmond or sumthin ! I Love you doug if you read this its like cant eat, cant sleep, over the fence, world series kinda thing ! I miss you so much ! I mean I know that Doug will never forget me ! I have friends that sit there and tell me that I'm there best friend and they love me .. yet they talk shit about me to everyone and deny it ! How can you do that to someone that you call your best friend ! I can tell you this right now I dont talk about my BEST friends i only maybe talk about the ones i know that talk about me ! Dont you just wish that you could find someone that you love and they love you back ? I do .. I need someone that loves me ! Does anyone ever wonder why i call my mom Jean cuz she doesnt deserve to be called Mom she doesnt act like one she acts like i am i have to do everything for her ! When I'm at school I dont have to deal with her shit or my stepdads or my brothers ! Its the only place that im happy or at my friends house especially Christines cuz her parents dont act like total douche bags they treat her good ! They are so nice i mean they dont bitch at her for everything she does ! Juss once i wanna be the one thats hard to forget
Juss once i want someone to stay up all night thinkin of me ! I never had that before !Christine , Kelsey, and Brittany I love you guys so damn much i cant even explain ! You guys are the best friends I've evr had ofcourse there are always a few flaws but nonones perfect !Theres nothing I can say, Nothing I can do, To make up for all the times you guys helped me through, Crazy times, Little fights, Guys who suck and friday nights, No matter what you guys stay true, Gurlies I Love You ! You guys make everything ok and I just dont know lol ! I just want you guys to know that I will always be there for ya ! Luv ya !
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Well school was ok today ! Same as usual though nothin excitin happened ! Well after school Jean picked me up and we went on a shoppin spree at Target and I got the softest blanket in the whole damn world, 2 new pairs of sandles, and the new Lizzie Mcguire CD (Woo Hoo !) ! She was treatin me good today lol ! Well right now I am just watchin Forrest Gump the pimpest movie in the whole world ! Lol ! Well Its time for me to go to bed ! Sweet Dreams !
LiL
I LOVE ya Christine my PIMP Momma !
<3 ya Kels, Britt, and Christine Thank you guys for everything !
Juss once i want someone to stay up all night thinkin of me ! I never had that before !Christine , Kelsey, and Brittany I love you guys so damn much i cant even explain ! You guys are the best friends I've evr had ofcourse there are always a few flaws but nonones perfect !Theres nothing I can say, Nothing I can do, To make up for all the times you guys helped me through, Crazy times, Little fights, Guys who suck and friday nights, No matter what you guys stay true, Gurlies I Love You ! You guys make everything ok and I just dont know lol ! I just want you guys to know that I will always be there for ya ! Luv ya !
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Well school was ok today ! Same as usual though nothin excitin happened ! Well after school Jean picked me up and we went on a shoppin spree at Target and I got the softest blanket in the whole damn world, 2 new pairs of sandles, and the new Lizzie Mcguire CD (Woo Hoo !) ! She was treatin me good today lol ! Well right now I am just watchin Forrest Gump the pimpest movie in the whole world ! Lol ! Well Its time for me to go to bed ! Sweet Dreams !
LiL
I LOVE ya Christine my PIMP Momma !
<3 ya Kels, Britt, and Christine Thank you guys for everything !