and so it begins..
so i was going to wait till i had broadband again before perusing ljay and writing an entry as dial up is so god damn slow it drives me crazy! *screams*
So here I am in Alice Springs - trying to slot back into a former life with a hell of a lot more stuff and a significant other. Last time I live in this house I was just 18 and sleeping with more men then i can count on both hands hence a lot of memories in the dust in this place. It never feels like i've left though - nothing changes in small towns only the faces grow older.
So i've got my registration in, waiting for it to be accepted, and the jobs to roll in. I am nervous, fucking nervous but the call of the greenest place on earth is much stronger then my apparent fear. Adam has some job applications in and its all a waiting game, but i've learnt patience and am all ok with it.
About moving - well i don't want to talk, think or relive that week ever again. I reached breaking point one night at 3am, bogged down with exhaustion, worry, anger and have never felt that low in my life. Adam was suitably worried and spent the whole time stroking my hair and letting me gibber incoherant things. I have learnt a mighty big lesson from that move, and i will never never assume that i can get it all done again. Sometimes i think im more capable then i am. Adding to that a stressful driving across the state to adelaide in time for an egagement party and i've definately faced a path im never taking again. After all that, we were hit with a $350 bill and after fighting got it reduced to $200, i frankly don't believe we should pay for anything, but just want to move on and leave it behind. Also i may have perhaps tipped the balance the wrong way when i called out real estate agent a sneaky fucking cunting asshole. But believe me - he deserves it.
But im here - im happy and most definately looking forward not backwards. It was a shit time, but you learn from everything and i've moved on. Can't wait for braodband so i can upload my pics from fels engagement party and all that - what a great night! I did get rather pissed but it was great! The Dj loved me! hahahahaha Fel looked hot, though we all pretty much did! hehehe i'll write more later!
so yeah. im back! *giddy dance*
So here I am in Alice Springs - trying to slot back into a former life with a hell of a lot more stuff and a significant other. Last time I live in this house I was just 18 and sleeping with more men then i can count on both hands hence a lot of memories in the dust in this place. It never feels like i've left though - nothing changes in small towns only the faces grow older.
So i've got my registration in, waiting for it to be accepted, and the jobs to roll in. I am nervous, fucking nervous but the call of the greenest place on earth is much stronger then my apparent fear. Adam has some job applications in and its all a waiting game, but i've learnt patience and am all ok with it.
About moving - well i don't want to talk, think or relive that week ever again. I reached breaking point one night at 3am, bogged down with exhaustion, worry, anger and have never felt that low in my life. Adam was suitably worried and spent the whole time stroking my hair and letting me gibber incoherant things. I have learnt a mighty big lesson from that move, and i will never never assume that i can get it all done again. Sometimes i think im more capable then i am. Adding to that a stressful driving across the state to adelaide in time for an egagement party and i've definately faced a path im never taking again. After all that, we were hit with a $350 bill and after fighting got it reduced to $200, i frankly don't believe we should pay for anything, but just want to move on and leave it behind. Also i may have perhaps tipped the balance the wrong way when i called out real estate agent a sneaky fucking cunting asshole. But believe me - he deserves it.
But im here - im happy and most definately looking forward not backwards. It was a shit time, but you learn from everything and i've moved on. Can't wait for braodband so i can upload my pics from fels engagement party and all that - what a great night! I did get rather pissed but it was great! The Dj loved me! hahahahaha Fel looked hot, though we all pretty much did! hehehe i'll write more later!
so yeah. im back! *giddy dance*