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as a matter of fact, i LIKE being really fucking drunk.
also
there's a boy i haven't seen in *8* months who's been on my mind a lot the past week. something about Brand New has brought memories of this hot piece off ass back to my memories. he's more than a hottie, he's the kind of boy i'd like to marry. but i stopped calling him because he never called me, i always did it (except for one time, the last time, when he called me only because his best friend told him i was upset by his non-calling -- it doesn't count).
now i want to be all call-y again but i don't know if it's a good idea. he really was very sweet, sexy, sensual and so very hot. i want him in my life. the killer thing about it is that he lives in seattle. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET THE LONG DISTANCE BOYS???? it's really an awful trend that should never have been started in the first place (i blame TJ, obviously, the sick fuck) and it doesn't seem to be an easy thing to stop. the boys i like often happen to be distant (that works both physically and emotionally), actually they usually are. it's really despressing and discouraging.
i need someone to tell me if i should call him. my best friend hasn't given a decent answer and i could ask her husband (said hotie's best friend) but he and i don't talk much and it'd feel weird.
bleh.
also
there's a boy i haven't seen in *8* months who's been on my mind a lot the past week. something about Brand New has brought memories of this hot piece off ass back to my memories. he's more than a hottie, he's the kind of boy i'd like to marry. but i stopped calling him because he never called me, i always did it (except for one time, the last time, when he called me only because his best friend told him i was upset by his non-calling -- it doesn't count).
now i want to be all call-y again but i don't know if it's a good idea. he really was very sweet, sexy, sensual and so very hot. i want him in my life. the killer thing about it is that he lives in seattle. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET THE LONG DISTANCE BOYS???? it's really an awful trend that should never have been started in the first place (i blame TJ, obviously, the sick fuck) and it doesn't seem to be an easy thing to stop. the boys i like often happen to be distant (that works both physically and emotionally), actually they usually are. it's really despressing and discouraging.
i need someone to tell me if i should call him. my best friend hasn't given a decent answer and i could ask her husband (said hotie's best friend) but he and i don't talk much and it'd feel weird.
bleh.