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[dazzles]

It's been forever since I last posted in this journal, just haven't thought about it. I barely even read others posts. Spring break is finally here but I choose to work pretty much everyday because I don't have any money to go anywhere. Of course the only place I would go would be Florida. I was hoping that Jim would move up sooner than spring break so I wouldn't have to worry about him being here and me having to go to classes. I've been so bored lately which is another reason why I'm working all week. It keeps me busy and not thinking about how bored I am right now. I can't do anything because I don't even have gas money to get anywhere not to mention money to pay for whatever. I can't wait for Jim to be here. I was playing pool this afternoon and wished I could be playing with him. It's so much easier to have a good time when he is around. I don't even want to really go bowling except when I have to sub for my Aunt. It seems that everything I do reminds me of him. I haven't really slept in weeks, except for the night when I was drinking. I lay in my bed for hours just thinking about him laying next to me. Of course in the morning I wake up from dreaming of him and I don't want to get out of bed. It would be nice to stay in bed dreaming of us doing the things we use to do when he was here. So I spent all of Saturday watching my Dark Angel Season one, listening to music, laundry and playing Zelda on my Wii. I love that game! I have to eventually work on my homework and do studying. 
Well that is a short update to my boring life, I think I'm going to bowl a game or two because I am so bored and there is absolutely nobody here. Hope everyone has a good break.
Take Care
Jay