Nov 29, 2006 20:33
I dont really know who my friends are anymore....i dont talk to anyone bar luke matt and carl there the only 3 i talk to regularly and i dont talk to carl that often, understandably cos hes at Uni....
its realli shit i dont know what to say to anyone and we never go out places i can go...i mean even if i had i.d. i wudnt spend my time in night clubs because i cant and i dont dance. Not to mention the fact im eternally skint
I wish i had gone to Uni then i wud be forced to befriend others, people who i would see almost everyday and get incredibly drunk with in cheap uni bars and clubs.
Ive lost the only reason to hang around which makes me wish even more that i shud have tried in sixth form and gone to Uni
I honestly feel that to get along with people these days you have to act like someone else...like saying stupid words and acting like a tit wank
To be hoenst i dont even know what the point of this was...im just fed up thats all