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being in Chicago is great, being at Loyola is different.
i feel like i just blend into a group of no bodies.
people here are not as nice as i thought people who are out of high school would be.
it makes me sad that its like this.
maybe its just freshmen year.
the relationship dynamics have changed a bit with Jake and I.
we don't fight as much anymore and we both realize we fight because we miss each other.
he has helped me a lot with this issue i have been dealing with.
i just feel like everyone is so exclusive.
i hear,
well their my friends and since your not in our group, you cant come with us.
or your not a hipster, you don't fit in our group.
well i am an elitist so you cant party with me.
i just thought everyone would hangout with everyone else and it would be great fun and everyone can be together.
silly me for thinking that.
then i feel like i am not in the right field of study.
is anthropology the way to go?
or should i be majoring in zoology?
but if i want to major in zoology, i would have to leave.
finding a new school, meeting new people
i just don't know how i feel about it.
i am having a lame college life and i don't know how to fix it.
i miss Jake and my friends from home.
now that i am away i know
nothing was ever lame there.
i feel like i just blend into a group of no bodies.
people here are not as nice as i thought people who are out of high school would be.
it makes me sad that its like this.
maybe its just freshmen year.
the relationship dynamics have changed a bit with Jake and I.
we don't fight as much anymore and we both realize we fight because we miss each other.
he has helped me a lot with this issue i have been dealing with.
i just feel like everyone is so exclusive.
i hear,
well their my friends and since your not in our group, you cant come with us.
or your not a hipster, you don't fit in our group.
well i am an elitist so you cant party with me.
i just thought everyone would hangout with everyone else and it would be great fun and everyone can be together.
silly me for thinking that.
then i feel like i am not in the right field of study.
is anthropology the way to go?
or should i be majoring in zoology?
but if i want to major in zoology, i would have to leave.
finding a new school, meeting new people
i just don't know how i feel about it.
i am having a lame college life and i don't know how to fix it.
i miss Jake and my friends from home.
now that i am away i know
nothing was ever lame there.