Mar 03, 2006 14:56
life has thrown me a cruve ball.
i am stuggling with jake.
he has been living with me for the past week and 1/2
when we are together were great, i love him alot and he knows that
but when shit happends with his mom or something else i feel like he takes it out on me
without him really knowing how much it effects me.
granted both of us are really streesed out
its a hard time for both of us... i just want him and i to be the perfect couple everyone sees as us.
i am crazy about him...i dont think he relizes this.
i have told him but i dont think he believes it.
but any random person could ask me about him and my face will light up so fast and so bright andi wont be able to stop talking about him...
he is my whole life and i love him with all of my heart.
I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, I think that we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as stars chase you away
I'd collapse to the grass, with your notes ringing in my head
Let the rain fill my mouth, and in a couple hours I'll be dead
But all the while my lips are whistling our tune
But the beauty lies in how you will revive me soon
And in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
And you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
And in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
Your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
Now tell me this, do you know how we'd meet?
And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me
I'm bottling up your soft, dream-like scent
In my head for the ride home
I've been searching with bruised limbs
For ways to get me going
How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Pack your things we can leave today
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
How does it feel?
i love you....