wow... that rendition of happy birthday earlier was totally the highlight of my lucky thirteenth! lol. dre is so dumb, hes been singing (badly) non-stop all day long, and then when you actually want him to, he wont! psh. typical guy... lol. omgoodness! we have to write essays for english about a friend we have and why we love them... guess what you lucky duck?! i am soo totally writing about you!!! :) i know, i know, youre like totally overjoyed right now... lol. its for mrs. dinardo.. did you have her? anyway, omgoodness, it makes me so happy that your happy! of course, i said that after your entry about *you-know-who* too, but were erasing that one from our memories! jake seems so nice! (and it was totally his idea to bring me a milkshake! hes totally perfect!) lol. ok, im sorry. i dunno how many more times i could say totally in one paragragh! i am so totally not a valley girl! oops... lol. so (if this is what you were talking about on saturday, or anything close to it) then you should most deffinately leave jakes name out of these events!!! haha.... *seriousness* miss ashley sackett (if i knew your middle name i would soo use it!) you promised me you stopped smoking!!!!! grrr! this the one thing i totally do not love about you. you suck at keeping promises! *cough,weed,cough* ...and secrets! *cough,kenton, cough* ... and you were probably lying when you told me had stopped in the first place, huh? thats another thing your bad at... i dont understand why you lie to me about things i am ultimately going to find out anyway! its so stupid...if anything, thats less protecting then just telling me in the first place. because when you do that, it makes me really not want to tell you about my life because you suck at keeping secrets! and lying! if you lie to me, how do you know im not lieing to you? and how do i know your not going and telling my parents so i can get grounded for another 3 and half weeks!!!!??? how would that make you feel? i know a lot of things about you that you would probably not be very pleased to have YOUR parents knowing! think about that next time!! ... wow.... ive wanted to say that for like, oh, only a year or so! well... call me soon... ive still not sorted out this chelsie thing yet... i wrote her a letter but i dont think im going to send it... its really mean. you can read it if you want... its pretty much just exactly what was going through my head at that moment. which is why its really mean. i mean, i think she needs to hear it, but whats the point?! last time she read the letter i wrote she said she had all her heart in getting clean again and all my heart was in it too, and now look what she goes and does!!! is it even worth caring anymore?! i mean, i love her, and she is technicly my family, but i just dont think i can take this anymore! shes my other half, and everytime she gets in trouble it rips me apart! i dont know what to do anymore! it was turning over in my mind all day and pretty much everyone noticed something was obviously wrong because even my guy friends (who are the most un-observant group of people youll ever meet) asked me why i looked so depressed. of course i said "nothing" to all of them, or just changed the subject and didnt say anything at all... my stomach hurts so bad. i think this is why. help meee!!!!! cya later.... luv you
wow. that was really long. lol i love you. i did stop, i didnt smoke any of what jake got, no worries. so you writing about me? youe crazy, but i want to read it when your done. jake is amazing i think he will be around for a long time. you know i dont lie to you, i just say what i want to happen, then forget about it. but i am really changing my ways alot more. maybe i can read your letter then we can decied it you should send it. its a good thing you wrote about it though. it makes things a little better. remember shit happends and sometimes you juust have to suck it up and deal with it. lol nice way to end i love you ♥
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lol nice way to end
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