thoughts of going on without you.
cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
lost and alone
on one there to guide me.
can anyone really love someone else,
without pain and ending broken?
i smoke too much.
this past week has been very... interesting
for a lack of a better word.
as most of you know, last saturday night really changed everything
in this whole spectrum of... sexual incounters...
looking back at it now, it was fun
will never do it again.
relized how much i despised one
and had feelings for another.
wow right
i drink too much.
tony passes me around like a fuck buddy
jake treats me like gold.
soo knowing that i started to hang out with jake a lot more.
right now were "unoffically dating"
because he hasnt takin me out on a date
an he says he wants to do this whole thing with me right
even though we started backwards.
wednesday :: late for curfew kisses
thrusday :: late for curfew grind
friday :: after the game meet parents
saturday :: his cousins house at the point. too much weed too much beer
sunday :: his family birthday party. cousins house after party, way too much weed.
monday :: movie. cuddle in bed.
tuesday :: came over chilled in his car & talked.
i cant get over how much he respects me.
i really like him. i feel different about him then the others.
he has a great story.. amoung other things...lol
great personality
he's from toledo but goes to perrysburg
and hates perrysburg as much as i do.
he's someone you could never see me with
and i like that.
your heart cant see the physical aspects of the heart it loves.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
i hurt too much.
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
burger king friday night
looking my best drunk...
wow we are beautiful
80's day!
he knows you want his nuts.
&my nonsexual life partner ryan.