Sep 05, 2005 00:06
theres really nothing exciting to say right now
nothing is really cool right now
friday was the game, took some photos
jeff & ryan were assholes
cried the whole way home
get online and nate goes and tries to tell me i dont care about him or what he's doing
make me break down more.
why is it when someone is already down at the knees people seem to kick them more, then help them up?
bobby called me after school
fucking curtacy call, makes me sick
jacque came over after that. we watch eturnal sunsine of the spotless mind
beautiful movie
i ♥ jacque
saturday got up ealry went to my "dont drink or do drugs" class.
parents got in a fight, half were on our side and the other half werent.
was interesting.
bummbed around the rest of the day.
went to dinner with my family
came home and had some chill time,
it was nice
first night this summer i didnt do anything
today woke up early again
drove with zack and jeff to grove city to see marissa
it was fun, i loved the college and seeing marissa of course
her roomies were cool too.
jeff was being an ass all day. i hated that
i wanted to leave so badly just to get away from him.
how is he going to tell me after 6 years that we arent really friends and dont hang out
i hate the bull shit he pulls
my night was ruined by that.
being there made me think about next year and getting away. i really wont miss much here.
not too many people here make it nice for me to be here.
i need to do my college essay. i have no idea what to write about.
any ideas?
♥
Now we're saying aloud
the things we've declared in our silence.
The new coats of paint will not reaquaint
broken hearts to broken homes.