Apr 22, 2008 14:07
insane.
you're all insane or im insane but its one of us.
one should never be stuck in love.
im so young. ive not matured, ive never contributed some fantastic artistic ability to the world. I never know what im talking about, i know absolutly nothing but anything important but i know that i hate dressing up for parties, i hate wearing high heels i hate straight hair, i hate all the make up and poise and grace. I dont want beerpong i dont want dgaf boys and bro hoe girls. I want to scream i want to shake my head i want to dance to music that makes sense. i want to run away from the conformity thats being thrust on top of me.
im suffocating under the weight of obligation to that person im so [sadly but surely] desperately infatuated with.
im watching my identity slip away into the masses, and im fighting a losing battle to retain my sanity.
all for someone who wont ever love me as much as he loved her.
i am pure bullshit. all i ever wanted of a love i thought id won.