here we are again.
summer is here. It feels different and i have no idea what it will bring.
Newton and i talked a little more about the possibility of breaking up, but i don't think its happening quite yet. I have a feeling we're not done yet. i hate thinking about it. I don't want to start mourning us before "us" is dead. Before these talks, we were immortal, invincible, untouched by any silly problems, but now i'm nervous and things feel different. despite all the changes, i think we have the capacity to change with each other.
I take the SAT on saturday. i am nervous. but then, i get to fall asleep at newtons that night, so all will be well. Then the next saturday, ACT again. oy vey
started my summer job! i am a day camp counselor extrodinaire! well, sort of. I am enjoying it and getting the hang of it. the kids are as evil as they are adorable. Some are one more than the other, but alas. It's wonderful being around children though, it stimulates so many thoughts about all humans. It makes me realize how childlike we all are, even if we deny it. I love just watching the kids with each other, all the things they talk about and crazy things they do. It's truly fasinating.
all is well. I am getting by, and learning how.
Newton and i talked a little more about the possibility of breaking up, but i don't think its happening quite yet. I have a feeling we're not done yet. i hate thinking about it. I don't want to start mourning us before "us" is dead. Before these talks, we were immortal, invincible, untouched by any silly problems, but now i'm nervous and things feel different. despite all the changes, i think we have the capacity to change with each other.
I take the SAT on saturday. i am nervous. but then, i get to fall asleep at newtons that night, so all will be well. Then the next saturday, ACT again. oy vey
started my summer job! i am a day camp counselor extrodinaire! well, sort of. I am enjoying it and getting the hang of it. the kids are as evil as they are adorable. Some are one more than the other, but alas. It's wonderful being around children though, it stimulates so many thoughts about all humans. It makes me realize how childlike we all are, even if we deny it. I love just watching the kids with each other, all the things they talk about and crazy things they do. It's truly fasinating.
all is well. I am getting by, and learning how.