i want to live and i want to dance awhile
homecoming was fun. newton came down for it and looked silly in a hawaiian shirt. i am getting better at not seeing him, though i crumble whenever he leaves denver. i miss the hickey fights, and the laughter and being just comfortable and real around someone. i plucked his eyebrows. its just weird shit like that makes me jubilant.
anyways, i need to toughen up. put things in perspective.
i am reading to kill a mockingbird and it's wonderful. i wish i could read all the time.
work is getting good. the busboy has a crush on me and it's pretty hilarous. i just got my
first paycheck. i'm a badass who is on top of everything and makin 7.75 an hour. alright!!
life is good. i also need to believe in it being good. i'm trying optimism on for size. i think it should help things.
anyways, i need to toughen up. put things in perspective.
i am reading to kill a mockingbird and it's wonderful. i wish i could read all the time.
work is getting good. the busboy has a crush on me and it's pretty hilarous. i just got my
first paycheck. i'm a badass who is on top of everything and makin 7.75 an hour. alright!!
life is good. i also need to believe in it being good. i'm trying optimism on for size. i think it should help things.