Nov 01, 2005 15:21
Sometimes..
I wish I could just make people change with the snap of my fingers.
I wish people would just be happy and okay.
You only get one life to live right? Why not make the best of it. Why worry about the little things.. the things that really dont matter?
I know that it may SEEM a bit hypocritical to say but its safe to say that for the most part I always have a smile on my face. I try, you know? Things do get me down but i try not to let them take control of my life. I know that I have people out there that care about me.. & i dont wanna let them down and I especially dont want to let myself down.
"You dont understand"
I hear that a lot.
But i do understand.
I understand more than you think I do.
Alot more than you think actually.
But that doesnt make it okay.
& it def. doesnt make it right.
"I dont wanna change"
It doesnt really matter what you want.
That may sound mean.. but it's true.
Wrong is wrong and thats all there is to it.
Drastic change is needed.
Maybe not all at once.
But you can work on it.
Slowly.
"There's nothing wrong"
There is.
It's okay to be wrong sometimes.
No one is ALWAYS right.
Just accept it.
Move on.
Smile.
Everyone feels the same way as you. They just handle the situation differently. ALOT differently. You know that I'm right here with you in the same exact boat. But I try. I really do.
Wasted words? I dunno. Whether they are or they arent.. They're there. And they always will be. Just dont expect the words to change because they wont. The opinions will stay the same and the words will never change. I'm not being naive. I'm speaking the truth. Not just my opinion.. the truth. Know that if you ever need me, Im here - to tell you the way I feel, the words you need to hear (but may not want to hear).. whenever.
Remember
I love you.
We love you.
i still feel you
and the taste of cigarettes