Things are seeming bright
I took a break from writing in this journal. I took a break because I couldn't find the time/privacy/space in my head and house to spread out and relax and get my thoughts organized well enough to write about them. Lately I have been feeling inspired, I caught a few sunrises on the way into work the last couple of weeks and I also am just feeling more confident. I worked 80 hours a week for the last 2 months and being sleep deprived, you start to get a clarity that I am not yet able to describe. I feel like I can really succeed because I was able to endure that shit and if I can do that then working while getting my Masters degree shouldn't be too horribly bad.
My personal life.. is shaky at best right now. My exodus is looming I think... like the song says
"Breaking up is hard to do". That shit used to get me down, however now I totally accepting of it. I feel like I have honestly put my best foot forward and I have certainly "tried". Things just aren't the same and I as of right now am not will to accept that.
Thinking about getting a tattoo to mark my new found mindset. Something that reminds me that, above all else I need to be happy. So overall I am digging life.
Z
My personal life.. is shaky at best right now. My exodus is looming I think... like the song says
"Breaking up is hard to do". That shit used to get me down, however now I totally accepting of it. I feel like I have honestly put my best foot forward and I have certainly "tried". Things just aren't the same and I as of right now am not will to accept that.
Thinking about getting a tattoo to mark my new found mindset. Something that reminds me that, above all else I need to be happy. So overall I am digging life.
Z