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so...i hate livejournal
but im really bored physically, but my mind is a-racin'
two of my boys are in jail...again...three really, but two that just went...and four a couple weeks ago, but anthony just came back for good...gio and vin are the two that just got sent away and it seems like it's the same shit day in and day out...kush was the worst though, when kush got sent away, i cried for months and hell, im still crying about it
i saw kush on thanksgiving and the day after thanksgiving - he came back on pass and it was really really amazing to see him - he looks very different...he has new glasses and he got sooooooooooooooooooooooo tall and manly...he grabbed my calf and his hand alone took up my entire calf...he calls me almost everyday - he's in a special program at the moment and has me on his phone list - which consists of me, his cousin and his mom
i wouldnt recommend this lifestyle to anyone, but if you're already in it - it's hard to get out of it...you begin to love these people and you will sacrifice it all just to keep them happy and it's basically just a vicious cycle of love, loss, loss, loss, love, loss, loss
love
between the drinking and the possession and the police and the fights, sometimes you just wanna sleep through it
you know how it is...maybe
things with mikey have been really, unbelievably amazing. i was just watching sex and the city and her end thought was about how so many couples look so good on the outside, but they really have so many issues...but me and mikey dont have any real issues - we get mad at eachother every once in a while but talk about it and make up right away and no matter how much our opinions differ, we still have the utmost respect for eachother and there's really nothing i would change about it at all...we have a lot of fun together and he's just my best friend and my everything
and our streets disciples were in the paper...that was pretty funny shit...cHiZzLe ToWn (haha)
FREE GIO VIN AND KUSH!!!!!!!!!!! ($10,000 bail, nuccaaaaaas)
but im really bored physically, but my mind is a-racin'
two of my boys are in jail...again...three really, but two that just went...and four a couple weeks ago, but anthony just came back for good...gio and vin are the two that just got sent away and it seems like it's the same shit day in and day out...kush was the worst though, when kush got sent away, i cried for months and hell, im still crying about it
i saw kush on thanksgiving and the day after thanksgiving - he came back on pass and it was really really amazing to see him - he looks very different...he has new glasses and he got sooooooooooooooooooooooo tall and manly...he grabbed my calf and his hand alone took up my entire calf...he calls me almost everyday - he's in a special program at the moment and has me on his phone list - which consists of me, his cousin and his mom
i wouldnt recommend this lifestyle to anyone, but if you're already in it - it's hard to get out of it...you begin to love these people and you will sacrifice it all just to keep them happy and it's basically just a vicious cycle of love, loss, loss, loss, love, loss, loss
love
between the drinking and the possession and the police and the fights, sometimes you just wanna sleep through it
you know how it is...maybe
things with mikey have been really, unbelievably amazing. i was just watching sex and the city and her end thought was about how so many couples look so good on the outside, but they really have so many issues...but me and mikey dont have any real issues - we get mad at eachother every once in a while but talk about it and make up right away and no matter how much our opinions differ, we still have the utmost respect for eachother and there's really nothing i would change about it at all...we have a lot of fun together and he's just my best friend and my everything
and our streets disciples were in the paper...that was pretty funny shit...cHiZzLe ToWn (haha)
FREE GIO VIN AND KUSH!!!!!!!!!!! ($10,000 bail, nuccaaaaaas)