fuckin crazy
last night's dream had to be the scariest thing i've ever experienced. For anyone who knows me they know about the old days of sneeking into the old norwood building. Well, once when i was there, i remember seeing a girl standing on the steps just staring at me and then it disappeared...a year and 1/2 later--last night, she appreared in my dreams. She was just staring at me. Idk if that's a sign or not! I woke up in a cold sweat, short of breath. I'm seriously scared. My parents dont know this, but ive been blacking out lately, I'm scared to go to sleep everynight, that's why it takes forever for me to fall asleep. I'm seriously scared and that dream last night made me think, maybe something is about to happen to me that could be potentially life changing. Andrew told me last night that i was acting very distant from him and i just started bawling, cuz i dont have the heart to tell him cuz i know it'd crush him. I told him i'd tell him when i felt comfortable talking about it but I'm scared. But, life is life, and everything happens for a reason i guess. I need to go, i have too much stuff on my mind. Peace, i love u all..remember that