Wow... So... Ummm... Yeah...
i got back from my friend's place the other day & was rather sad to come back to reality again. i'm hoping to be able to take off & go over there alot more often. it felt really good to hang out w/ the guys again & not havta worry about anything. made a new acquaintance or 2 & best of all gotta chill w/ my buddy. how i did miss just chillin w/ him... lol. i'd really like to go up there some on the wkends after i start school since i'd have 3 days off each wk. but i will definitely be going ^ there @ least once more before school starts. we ended ^ goin to jb's after we got tired of waitin @ the tattoo parlor. it was the first time i'd seen him since i'd been back from disney. lol. how sad is that... i haven't even had time to c my lil bro... lmfao. sorry funny thought. justin & i r once again speaking... we went to that concert thingy yesterday & i had fucking blast. he got me the most adorable sharp shiny & of course lonestar played amazed. lol. i just had a lot of fun w/ him & i'm hoping that he's actually made a few changes & realizations... part of me keeps wondering if he isn't just saying he has b/c he thought it was the only way to get me back. sorry i have trust issues w/ men saying they've changed... especially after mom & dickfuck's almost divorce thingy. but it's worth a shot to give it a chance... i really do love that boy. i just wish a few things were different than they r & i keep hoping that maybe this time things r gonna be different in a good way. i want things to work out so much that it feels as though i'd die if they didn't. anyway... less of a serious subject that won't keep me rambling on forever. talked to my buddy for hrs on end last nite & made a lil pact. lol. it is by far the weirdest promise i've ever made... & w/ that i leave u.
i had no choice but to hear u
u stated ur case time & again
i thought about it
u treat me like i'm a princess
i'm not used to liking that
u ask how my day was
u've already won me over in spite of me
& don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet
don't be surprised if i love u for all that u are
i couldn't help it
it's all ur fault
ur love is thick & it swallowed me whole
u're so much braver than i gave u credit for
that's not lip service
u've already won me over in spite of me
& don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet
don't be surprised if i love u for all that u are
i couldn't help it
it's all ur fault
u are the bearer of unconditional things
u held ur breath & the door for me
thanks for ur patience
u're the best listener that i've ever met
u're my best friend
best friend w/ benefits
what took me so long
i've never felt this healthy before
i've never wanted something rational
i am aware now
i am aware now
u've already won me over in spite of me
& don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet
don't be surprised if i love u for all that u are
i couldn't help it
it's all ur fault