Jan 29, 2005 23:10
Amazing...I feel really relived. I dunno maybe my feeling finally getting out, (even tho i didnt mean for them to)has just lifted so much weight of my shoulders. I finally feel ok, I finally feel over her.I hope she doenst hate me tho, I feel like i can finally be just a friend and not care about the flirting n the lies.
I got an emial from my old man telling me to fill out all my info and fax it to him. Access Logic is hiring and if they like me well Im moving back to FL. I havent decided how smart that is tho, my dad n his umm his terri are pretty wild for old people. But I will have Christy to keep me str8 (haha me str8) I dunno but then again maybe moving is what I need to do. The whole 10 years my parents have been divorced my dad has never asked me to come live with him. Maybe its a sign, maybe theres a reason I need to move back. Ugh that sounds dumb doesnt it. I dunno....maybe there is. Ugh I guess Ill just pend it on, if i get the job or not.