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where do i start...?
my so-called mother is a whore and is abusive. she is constantly yelling at me and threatening to hit me or she will hit me. i fought back though and beat the shit out of her.
i'm living with CJ until he goes to Job Corp. i feel safer here. i just don't know where i'm going to stay when he's gone.
i'm self medicating with drugs and sex because nothingelse seems to work for me. i'm very very depressed and feel suicidal. i'm not going to kill myself, death just seems nice sometimes. i want to know my Doctor's number so i can find better medication. i cant tell my mother any of this because for some reason i'll get punished.
i really miss my friends i'm just depressed and don't want ot do anything but sleep.
i'm probably going to fail this year again because i feel that SOTA is a bullshit school and don't want to attend. i hate everything about it and everyone there. i don't have any friends there because i'm a total cunt to everyone and i really don't want those people to be my friends.
i need to find a job but i don't think i can get one. i'm too lazy and don't want to take out my piercings.
i don't want to deal with being a kid anymore...
my so-called mother is a whore and is abusive. she is constantly yelling at me and threatening to hit me or she will hit me. i fought back though and beat the shit out of her.
i'm living with CJ until he goes to Job Corp. i feel safer here. i just don't know where i'm going to stay when he's gone.
i'm self medicating with drugs and sex because nothingelse seems to work for me. i'm very very depressed and feel suicidal. i'm not going to kill myself, death just seems nice sometimes. i want to know my Doctor's number so i can find better medication. i cant tell my mother any of this because for some reason i'll get punished.
i really miss my friends i'm just depressed and don't want ot do anything but sleep.
i'm probably going to fail this year again because i feel that SOTA is a bullshit school and don't want to attend. i hate everything about it and everyone there. i don't have any friends there because i'm a total cunt to everyone and i really don't want those people to be my friends.
i need to find a job but i don't think i can get one. i'm too lazy and don't want to take out my piercings.
i don't want to deal with being a kid anymore...