I wish I knew what to say ...
Another year older, hopefully wiser, hopefully stronger.
I wish I could tell him how happy he makes me, how much he means to me.
I wish I didn't feel that if I told him, he'd freak out.
I wish he'd just let me know for sure that it's ok to do that.
I don't know.
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I had a lovely birthday yesterday, it started off fairly badly, got rained on and mucky, lost a rugby match and had to walk home in a pair of flip flops.
It improved hugely with a wonderful dinner of steak and chips and apple pie. I ate too much and made myself sick :(
I just hope he knows how much it meant to me to be able to spend the day with him.
In spite of the mucky start it was the best birthday I've ever had.
I wish I could tell him how happy he makes me, how much he means to me.
I wish I didn't feel that if I told him, he'd freak out.
I wish he'd just let me know for sure that it's ok to do that.
I don't know.
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I had a lovely birthday yesterday, it started off fairly badly, got rained on and mucky, lost a rugby match and had to walk home in a pair of flip flops.
It improved hugely with a wonderful dinner of steak and chips and apple pie. I ate too much and made myself sick :(
I just hope he knows how much it meant to me to be able to spend the day with him.
In spite of the mucky start it was the best birthday I've ever had.