.twisted.

[dazed_n_confzd]

Currently I am completely mortified at the fact that I may have lost something. Something meaning someone of worth to me. Someone that until this very moment I never realized how immensely I cared. I think it's only hitting me now because I have realized that he isn't coming back this time, he always came back in his own little way, but something hit the bottom of my stomach today, and I'm 90% positive that it was my heart.

I don't regret anything that happened between us, only that I did not love him when he deserved to be loved and that I let him get away too easily.

I'm glad he's happy.

Love always.