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[greendazed1218]

Title: Feelings of a New Beginning (may change the title...)
Author: greendazed1218/Lindze/Whatshername
Pairing: young Billie/Mike
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Disclaimer: I own nothing except the computer I am writing with...
Notes: Some of you may remember me, I used to write here A LOT. I haven't been here in quite a while, so excuse me as I dust my

Comments

[greendazed1218]

You loved my stories? I LOVE yours! When I came back to the land of the living (computer wise) I looked for a LONG Billie/Mike, and yours 'Memories of Angels and Sins' was AMAZING!
Plus I related to Billie SO well in that one. If you ever read 'Innocence Can Never Last', you know what I'm talking about. It was a great help since it's around that time of year. I've been really depressed and it was like, *damn, Billie's me* the entire time I was reading. I think when I read it, it was like almost around the same few days as what happened to me. I know it was like 4 years ago, but it still comes up, and that's another thing, you related it so well. How it would never really go away, but he could get better. It was so true.
I also love 'Restless Heart Syndrome', and I might die if you don't keep writing!
So, I know it's probably weird... but thank you for writing 'MoAaS'. I read it in like one night, and I cried, but it was my therapy.
You're REALLY great, you explain things so well in your writing, and I really like finding stories to help me through things.
Thanks again, for the comment, and the story.
/end long comment! hehe

-Lindze

[greendazed1218]

Also, if you'd ever like to talk just let me know. I don't know if you've been through it too, but you write like you have.
I mean this in the friendliest way possible, because I've never really had anyone to talk to about what happened to me... Writing the story I did, and having Billie go through it, was the only thing that really got me through it. If I'm being to bold, or odd, or you just think I'm crazy then never mind, I'm just here, and I like talking through things...
/end crazy person comment

-Lindze

[greendazed1218]

*big hug back*
To me anything along the lines of sexual assault, or rape, or anything of the sort, does the same damage to your mind. So, in my mind it's not so different. I've been raped at 14, then kidnapped by an ex-boyfriend at 16, and it did the same damage to my psyche.
And I'm the same way with Billie Joe and his songs! I really don't think I'd be alive anymore if it wasn't for finding Green Day a little while before what happened.. I thank them every day of my life for helping me to live.
I have a tattoo on my right arm now, it's of the heartgrenade from the JOS video (the one on JOS's chest) with the words "You taught me how to live" around it in Billie's handwriting that I copied from the Kerplunk inlay. It's my first tattoo, and its the truest thing to my heart, ever! If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be alive.
Thank you again, and *big big hugs*

-Lindze