Thangsgiving and Why I Hate It
I'm going to be forced to clean and work a lot today. My Aunt and Uncle were invited over apparently for Thanksgiving. They haven't been over here nor had Thanksgiving with us for years. Usually it's just the five of us having dinner and no one else. Grammy is also coming over today to help with the cleaning. I'm not looking forward to it.
I'm also not looking forward to possibly answering my Aunt's questions like "what are you going to do for a job" or "why don't you have a job yet?" which I have no answer to and I have no idea how to answer. So, anxiety is increasing. Ugh. Yes, I hate these family gatherings just for these sort of questions, and also feeling left out in conversations because I either don't know what to say or I'm just not interested in their conversation. Blah. I'll be happy after Thursday is over.
I'm also not looking forward to possibly answering my Aunt's questions like "what are you going to do for a job" or "why don't you have a job yet?" which I have no answer to and I have no idea how to answer. So, anxiety is increasing. Ugh. Yes, I hate these family gatherings just for these sort of questions, and also feeling left out in conversations because I either don't know what to say or I'm just not interested in their conversation. Blah. I'll be happy after Thursday is over.