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Everything has been so strange lately. Living with my aunt is getting better. Things with the boy are getting worse. I don't know if I'm messing things up for the sake of messing things up or if I'm messing things up because I know that it's over. I don't want it to be over, I'll put that out there right now. But being around a person who is ending her long-term relationship is probably not helping. I just want to be comforted by his hug right now. Bury my head into his chest and fall asleep in his arms.
What the hell is going on.
What the hell is going on.