Apr 26, 2009 21:46
So, childbirth...not as scary as I thought. Its true what they say...contractions are the worst pain you'll ever feel in your life, but as soon as you hold your child none of it matters. Its almost as if the memory of the pain just goes away. Its seriously the most amazing thing in the world...I still can't believe he's here...and he's mine. He's part of me and part of Brandon. He is in this world because of us.
I catch myself just staring at him while he sleeps in his crib. Or constantly kissing his head as he falls asleep on my chest. Its so relaxing just feeling him breathe...I can't even describe how I have been feeling....its just amazing. I love my little boy so much. Im so glad he's finally here.