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And I'm leaning on this broken fence between Past and Present tense.
And I'm losing all those stupid games that I swore I'd never play.
But it almost feels okay
Maybe some people aren't meant to be in
our lives forever, maybe some are just
passing through to teach us a lesson
And for a few moments, I actually felt like
I meant something to someone
Wanna know something?? The time I was
with you was the happiest I’ve been in a long time
maybe the past is like an anchor holding
us back. maybe you have to let go of who
you were to become who you will be
We Kinda Have This Friendship Where She Can Call Me a Bitch,
And I Call Her A Slut.. But We'll Still Are Best Friends Forever
Ashlehhhhhh
It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.
Being strong means being heartless
I miss the ways things used to be<3
I miss my life the way it used to be
I was happy I was so carefree
what happened to my sunshiny days
now they are all full of grey
what happened to me why have I changed?
Nothing will ever be the same
The only ups and downs in life should be underneath the covers
aLcohoL miGht nOt be tHe anSweR
buT it suRe heLps yOu fOrget the quesTiOn...
So, basically this sucks
More than a porn star giving head
i think the first time we said something funny
& we fell to the ground almost peeing our pants
we pretty much knew we were going to be
BESTfriends
Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you ;;
you are falling with nothing to grab & it comes when you
don't expect it & it never stops coming
tired of being contradicted. tired of being disrespected.
tired of being put down. tired of being tangled up in
drama. and fights. and lies. and stupidity.
I want someone to cry their eyes out if they hear me say
g o o d b y e I guess g.o.o.d.b.y.e is the only way to
truly figure out who really cares.
Nothing is really 0VER until the moment you decide to stop trying
It's easier to fake then to live knowing your a failure
and if I'm not everything you've hoped for, I'm sorry
all the more reason for me to take this bottle of vodka and these pills
and fucking die
<3 Adrian