Jul 11, 2006 15:35
Have you ever got to a point in life when you dont know where to go.. Its like everywhere you turn there is just a wall that you cant seem to pass? Have you ever missed someone more then anything but you couldnt bring yourself to call them because you know they are mad at you and you dont want to fight with them you just want to hear their voice.. There is always one person in someone's life that has this special way with them and it hurts more then anything when you lose them. Weather they be someone in your family, a close friend or even just someone you want to spend the rest of your life with it hurts. They are the one person that knows all of your darkest secrets and you trust them to never tell. It always seems to feel like they care about you more then anyone. Then all of a sudden something bad happens and you get into a fight with them its like all of a sudden they dont feel the same way for you anymore. Its almost like it has become a routine for them to tell you that they love you or tell you that you mean more then anything to them.. You try your best to show them who they fell in love with in the first place and no matter how hard you try they dont see you trying so hard. Sometimes you wish so bad that the one person that your suppose to spend your life with will just appear and some times you want it so bad you dont care who it is... You will do anything to make it work with them... Then your hit with the fact that you were wrong or you think that your wrong and you lose them.. Its like the say you never know what you got till its gone.. That is when it hurts the most.. I guess there is nothing you can really do but fight for the one you love and if they dont love you back then just sit back and wish them the best of luck finding their soul mate....
cant get enough of this everyday love