Dec 04, 2009 14:12
That's all I can do, breathe in, breathe out.
They're allowing me to live in this house when they can kick me out.
That is not my car, I am not paying for it, therefore, not my car.
Proper dialogue was never really my thing.
I can write down my thoughts better than speaking them outloud.
Speaking outloud can put me in a good place or a bad place.
Things can be misconstrued into meaning something else when I have no intention of hurting anyone.
No intention of being selfish.
Calling me selfish hurts me more than you could possibly imagine.
Because I've seen selfish, I've known selfish people, I've surrounded myself with them in my lifetime.
It's such a terrible insult to me, I dare not want to ever be labeled such a awful label.
Granted, human beings are all selfish.. some are better than hiding it than others.
Some just put it out there.
And then there are those who chose not to be, or try very hard not to be.
I can't talk about this any more, I'm done. The entire story is not out in the open on this entry, so better not to assume whose side to be on. I rather people not choose sides, thank you.
Your entertainment for these couple of minutes,
Lacey.