AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.

[daywahyn]

I shall try to keep this rant to a minimum. Sort of. I would also like to preface this by saying that the catalyst for my tantrum is so mundane it's almost embarassing.
I AM SO FARKIN' SICK OF NOT HAVING MY SHIT! I WANT MY STUFF. I WANT SOME SPACE. I WANT TO LIVE IN MY GODDAMNED HOUSE WITH MY GODDAMNED STUFF!

Comments

[yazethet]

Oy... can totally sympathize with wanting your stuff back and will be respective of your need to rant about the current suckage of life without hearing about the silver lining around the dark cloud because #1. I know I'm guilty of saying that all the time and #2. I don't fancy getting bitten yipe!

[daywahyn]

Danke for de sympathy. It is quite appreciated. I am mostly over my tantrum. JP brought me a few more roses so they don't look completly stupid in the big vase. And I have flowers. It does mean that the $3 no big deal turned into a $6 bit bigger deal but we'll skip a "I'm too tired to cook, let's go to BK" and that should help curb the issue.

When I called JP at work to ask him to stop and grab a few more flowers he initially told me no. He had help coming to assist him on the house and he didn't have time to stop. His help was Jennifer...the sleeping with a married guy chick. Just made me hate her even more, lol. I don't hate her! At least I'm trying not to. And he did bring me the flowers. I made the comment that the girls at work told him he better do it, huh? and he got this deer-in-the-headlights look and then vehemently denied it. HAHAAAHAHAHA. Yeah, right. As for Jennifer, I just make sure I'm there while she is. Not a biggie...had planned to work there anyway. So bleh *pulls tongue back in before it gets

[yazethet]

LOL At least he did end up bringing the flowers even if there was outside influence - awww how sweet! Heh. And...um...try not to chew your lip off while trying NOT to hate the homewrecker JP's friend who is a girl who sleeps with married guys. Gah! I can't help myself. I totally understand the need to be wary even when trusting hubby implicitly.

[daywahyn]

And it isn't just you that says the whole "it'll be so great when you live there" speech. It's every body!!! And more specifically my one friend who is know for spouting platitudes anyway gave me this big long speech yesterday about how wonderful it will be and how we'll look back on this time and laugh when we're old and everything is beautiful and and and. I think her sleep medication may have been kicking in but damn. She was a fountain of platitudes, a geyser of cliche', a, a...um. Yeah. Well. I need some coffee.

[yazethet]

Well, glad I'm not the only :P But really, as jealous as I am about you eventually having a house :P I mostly wonder how you stay sane dealing with all the things that have gone wrong. I think I might have burned the place down in sheer frustration O.o