Don't read. Not interesting.
I feel like such a failure. I cannot stay awake to save my life. I can't tell if it's the pneumonia or one of my many medications, but I am completely wiped out. I fell asleep four times today. I don't mean nodded off. I mean slept for several hours each time. After a full night's sleep.
I wish I were exhausted from stress instead of being exhausted for no good reason at all. Then I'd at least feel less pathetic than I do now. I'd feel as though I were exhausted because of accomplishing something, and not just because my body sucks.
I think I'm going to stop the Reglan, and see how I do on just the Nexium. I have had no nausea or reflux since I've been on the two (which is amazing), but I really am nervous about the Reglan, with its effects on the brain and lack of FDA approval for long term use. Maybe just the Nexium will be enough. And maybe the Reglan is making the fatigue worse, so we'll see what happens.
I'm going to bed.
Only one day of classes, and I can barely function. I really hope I keep up this semester.
I wish I were exhausted from stress instead of being exhausted for no good reason at all. Then I'd at least feel less pathetic than I do now. I'd feel as though I were exhausted because of accomplishing something, and not just because my body sucks.
I think I'm going to stop the Reglan, and see how I do on just the Nexium. I have had no nausea or reflux since I've been on the two (which is amazing), but I really am nervous about the Reglan, with its effects on the brain and lack of FDA approval for long term use. Maybe just the Nexium will be enough. And maybe the Reglan is making the fatigue worse, so we'll see what happens.
I'm going to bed.
Only one day of classes, and I can barely function. I really hope I keep up this semester.