wow.
i just really want to get out of oregon, get an apartment with nathaniel, get a nice job, and go to beauty school. but oh boy it's A LOT easier said than done. i really need to get my life in order right now. even though i'm only seventeen, i feel obligated to be successful, and do good all around. because i sure messed up my high school years. i just want to start over, and do great in college, in a job, and in life itself. i just really hope i can do this. i usually just talk, and not really act upon my actions. but now i have less than a month to get EVERYTHING together; my GED, pack, what job i'm going to have down there, blehbleh. it's so stressful. and my grandparents aren't really helping me out to much. and i STILL need to get my permit. wow.