WHY IS IT ALL SO HARD.
every time i try to have a good time and have fun every one winds up hating me. right now all my buddys hate me. as if i hate every one. i love every one. i am working so hard at homeschooling again i just want to be all alone with no one else. go out with buddy on the weekend and hang with shannon and stuff. but other wise i want to work at going to my collage and stuff. i want to think i need to breath. i walked or trucked a lot today i went all the way up 41 and then back and i thought the whole time about how lame school is and so much shit people talk about even lj is so DAMN stupid..... Bye