another fight. worse one yet, i reckon. or close to it.
my lungs feel like their encased in lead.. and are on fire. can hardly feel my arms... legs shakyy. and i dont even want to go to my head... he wasnt so careful this time. i think he left marks. Throat feels slick and slimy. and I can taste blood. left eye...fuck... hit with a dictionary. lucky he was so tirede by then. didnt do much cant stop shaking. so many typos. must fix them all. ah fuck it lol.
so sick of this... heart wont slow down. im fine during it, but after i fall apart.
my sword. that stupid hobbit sword. broke all those months ago, but it came back again. when he picked up one of my dragon sculptres, i felt it. SAW it. he did too. stared for abit. put down the dragon and left.
never felt so tired in my life. head feels too heavy for my neck. not an inch of me doesnt hurt. eyes burning. thirsty as hell. too tired to go to kitchen though. id never make it. gotta sleep. fucker ripped my shirt.
how nice it must be to live in a world without this. how nice, to feel somonee elses touch, and not feel pain.
thought i was done with thist thing for posts, but i guess its still got uses.
bed time. oblivion awaits.
so sick of this... heart wont slow down. im fine during it, but after i fall apart.
my sword. that stupid hobbit sword. broke all those months ago, but it came back again. when he picked up one of my dragon sculptres, i felt it. SAW it. he did too. stared for abit. put down the dragon and left.
never felt so tired in my life. head feels too heavy for my neck. not an inch of me doesnt hurt. eyes burning. thirsty as hell. too tired to go to kitchen though. id never make it. gotta sleep. fucker ripped my shirt.
how nice it must be to live in a world without this. how nice, to feel somonee elses touch, and not feel pain.
thought i was done with thist thing for posts, but i guess its still got uses.
bed time. oblivion awaits.