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Well boring day yesterday I guess. Didnt really do that much. JP,Joe's Brother, is coming down today so thatll be cool I havent met him yet so I think itll be cool to meet him and stuff. Also getting my check today and itll all go to me w00t! im gonna buy Kill Bill Vol 1 with Melanie and shiot. I watched Real World last night with the Jackie girl who everyone finds out is a cutter. One dumb ass chick is like "ohhhh she is a self mutilator" god damn does everyone have to be fucking stupid? I mean Cutting is just like being an alcoholic and other things. I couldnt cut myself so I went to taking pain out of others or music. But for some people its just there thing to take the pain away. I mean I dont like that some people I know are cutters and wouldnt want them to do it but im not gonna burden them by saying "you cant do this" just because now I dont see a point why to tell them not to anymore. I dont even think anybody even cares im here. I know its wierd but goddamnit its how I feel. I also feel like Doug and I kind of are psychics. By meaning we can notice the obvious kind of shit. I mean the other day I was at work and someone called and I was like "beth(coworker) is going to call out. watch" and it was Beth but she said she was gonna be late. Shit like thats been happening for like 3 weeks now. Ever since Doug said that shit. I know im retarded but blah.